Perfectly Imperfect Mom

I just took my last final for this semester! Next semester is my last one. I am so happy to be almost done.

Yesterday I started feeling a bit queasy when I ate lunch and haven't felt as hungry and today its a bit worse. I haven't thrown up but I am wondering if this is the beginning on Morning Sickness. We will see!

Here I sit in my bed on a Sunday evening with 2 more pages of a paper to do and a couple of hours of studying ahead of me.
I did have lunch with one of my close friends and that was nice. We went to Beverly Hills Cafe but I felt a bit queasy and only ate about half my lunch. Blah! They have the best roles so that was good enough for me.
I feel so tired, I just want to pass out for a bit but I have to get this stuff done and then babysit at 9. I have my final tomorrow at 10:30AM and then I am officially done with this semester! I am so happy. One more to go after this then I will officially have a bachelors in Psychology!

On a fun note, Branden and I are going to Orlando on Thursday for the night. He has both Thursday and Friday off so we are going to use our Disney passes. I won't be able to go on any major rides but we can watch shows and go on the kiddy rides which we didn't go on last time.
My ultrasound was for Thursday but I had to reschedule it for 2pm instead of 1pm anyway so I was like forget it I won't get out of there till probably 5 so I just rescheduled it for the next Monday. I figured it will be better anyway because the baby will be a bit further along and so the heartbeat should really be beating away. I also will see the other doctor there and even though I totally love my doctor if she is faster at getting people in and out I might see her and him depending on what days I can go in because next semester my schedule will be crazy so I might not be able to go in the days he is always working.

I can't wait for Thursday! I know going to Orlando will help pass the time till Monday. I am so nervous about seeing the heartbeat but I just have a good feeling and so does everyone else so I am hoping this one is going to make it. I also wish I had some more symptoms so I could feel pregnant. I might be cursing myself later for saying that though but I don't care.

5 weeks, just ate lunch lol

I am so tired. I am babysitting and I just want to go to bed. Tomorrow I get more blood work done! Yay! I can't wait to hear what my betas were from Monday. Thursday can't come soon enough. It is our ultrasound and I am praying daily that our baby has a strong heartbeat. Branden gets to come too! He has the day off so that will be nice. He never got to go to any ultrasounds the first time around so maybe this is another good sign.

On a worrisome note, I have pretty much no pregnancy symptoms except being tired but that could just be from being lazy or long days who knows. I am 5 weeks tomorrow and that scares me. I just pray I am having an easy pregnancy and not that there is something wrong.
Please pray for our little nugget!